mE aNd OnLy Me AloNe iN dIz WoRlD

2010-04-20T19:09:00.002+08:00

Was reading my last post not long ago, surprised to see that the last entry was actually dated back to july 2009!!! LMAO, that prove that either i am really BZ or i am just plain LAZY...
(BUSY VS LAZY) Pick one,guys...
Finally, the count down has begun....
33 more days till i can touch my precious again... MY PINK IC!!!
After seeing so many of my friends "expired" one by one, and out of the sudden, i realised that i am on top of the EXPIRED list. Wohoo...time flies, how true! But leaving the force will be another hard thing for me, all the friendships, all the brotherhood, all the "Bayonet" incident.. they will just add another beautiful page to my life journal.
Things which cant bring you down will only make u come back stronger.

Why hope against love when it bring u down over and over agin?

2009-07-27T21:52:00.002+08:00

things happened when nobody can stop it from happening, thing such as l-o-v-e!!

sigh...just read from someone blog then discover that she just cant get over him yet, m i just a replacement?? or i m just a stop that she can rely on when she fall??? me, myself too. wanna know the ans, but are afraid to know it at the same time. what if she say: "i am still so in luv with him till now" or worse still "we had gotten back tgt" gees..mayb i m just not fortunate enough to desire for all these.

higher hope = bigger disappointment when fail = Lower mood = EMO

Maybe just mayb i gt the talent in creating new mathematical formula... haiz sianzation

worrying worrying worrying!!!

2009-02-04T01:45:00.002+08:00

time now 0155hrs...cant get to sleep...things kept running thru my head at this very moment...just cant get her off my mind...worrying over her condition...will she get better tomorrow??? i dunno...might as well leave that to the one above to decide for her...

have i make a big mistake to say that to her????...will that cause a strain in our relationship???...Argh...cant take it anymore..just hope that i can really give myself a break on this...easiler say than done...if everything can go so smoothly...then there will be no such thing call SUFFERING...hoho

looking at the four wall surrounding me right now...pic of her seem to emerge from every direction...is she sleeping now or is she being tortured by the pain that her back give her??? i just dun like the feeling of u being a friend but u cant do anything to make ur friend feel better...haiz i m such a useless friend...if only i can find ways to cheer her up and that will at least fulfil my role as her close friend...

knowing that she finally found her happiness...as a friend i m happy for her...but the other side of me seem to have this really sour feeling brewing up...is that jealousy??? or just because of plain guilt??? guilty of not treating her good enough when she was mine or other thing..i myself also cant give MYSELF a ans...just hope that he will really cherish her... Sigh

SO now i m telling myself...to go to bed(which i know i cant)..rest and prepare for a better tomorrow for myself and others....

social management theory that works perfectly all right!!!!

2008-08-31T02:54:00.002+08:00

Lesson 1:
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour. Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.' After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?' 'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies. 'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'

Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2:
A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?' The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?' The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.' Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'

Moral of the story: If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 3:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.' 'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.' Puff! She's gone. 'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.' Puff! He's gone. 'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager. The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after lunch.'

Moral of the story: Always let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 4 :
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?' The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.' So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson 5 :
A turkey was chatting with a bull. 'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.' 'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.' The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree. He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story: Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..

Lesson 6 :
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Moral of the story: (1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy. (2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend. (3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

i dunno whether this will help u guys out there...but hey juz take it for a laugh....and u will feel that all these does make some sense!!!!! PEACE

FIELD CAMP finish le....

2008-08-02T23:08:00.004+08:00

duh duh duh.....finally finished my field camp....it was hell...imagine sleeping on the plot of land that had already been used by many many people...urine smell and the unique smell of ur bio-waste products filled ur nose almost instantly....kind of exciting right???

finally settle down on a piece of "Clean land"(well it look nice n clean to me)...started to build our mini tent that we will be living in it for the next 5 days....hahaz it might look small...but surprisingly it is spacious enough for me n my buddy...

sleeping was another challenge for all of us....sergeant will try to stun ur rifle....if they sucessfully stunned ur rifle...then well confinement will be the ultimate reward and u can jolly well kiss ur weekend bookout good bye...other then the "stunning" night...another threat will be the wild boar attack....the wild boar in tekong is freaking big...really big to the extend that u will mistook it for a MR BEAN old mini cooper....i m not jk...it really that big...once i had this close encounter with this big big wild boar while we are releasing our high tide....suddenly a heavy breathing can be heard...we turn arnd and saw this gigantic wild boar pulling one of our frenz field bag...and dragged out all the food frm it...and boy first impression we did were to observe the BIG thing infront of us...hahaz after his feasting on my frenz feild bag n all his combat ration...the gigantic mammal left...but wait it is not the end yet...after we dig finished our hole we were suppose to sleep in that hole...so called our "GRAVE"...i had another close contact with that mammal again...this time it was so near to me that i can even feel its breathing on my hands....hahaz write till now also very late liao...i will continue again if i had the time....

gt force by LAO WOMAN to blog....lolx

2008-05-24T00:46:00.002+08:00

diaoz....sia lahz...me and my big mouth...go anyhow scold lao woman for nt updating her blog....then the reply came...

"y...u nvr update also"

damn....is like picking up a rock...instead of throwing it at ppl....i dropped it and smash my own leg...karma!!!! so now guai guai sit infront of my little lappie...and started to blog while chatting with the "culprit". eh...where shld i start...

argh...okae i will start off with the major events that took place within this few days...that keep me bz thus lazy to blog....

1)my beloved grandpa..had ended his suffering and went to a better place...a place that he will be able to look over us and give us his blessing....

2)Graduation ceremony of my diploma and officially...i ended my role as a student...

3)Change my fone coz it spoiled...(was thinking of tahan-ing till i go into NS...but frenz kb say i un-contactable so i go n get a new fone plus new line)

4)juz passed my 2oth birthday...no celebration no gift and no present...coz my gp passed away...

5)nth else to blog liao...but if i stop at 4 will be weird so i post till number 5

so all the above mentioned events all took place within a single week....u can imagine y i nvr update liao bahz....so i will try to eat snake here or there for the next few days...

so LAO WOMAN....TAKE NOTE AHZ....IN CASE UR EYE SIGHT NOT GOOD BCOZ OF UR AGING PROBLEM I PUT IT IN BLOCK....I MIGHT MIA FROM MY BLOG FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS...REMEMBER AHZ...ME NOT U....SO U CONTINUE WITH UR DAILY BLOGGING.

muhahaz...during the grad ceremony...was sitting beside my most favourite galz in NYP ELAINE ...she is my best opps sex frenz in NYP "bahz"...hahaz no joke lahz....wah seh if she is not sitting beside me and entertain me with her lame-ness and blur-ness....think i will sleep thru the whole stupid ceremony le...was joking abt the VIP with her....here are some conversations i had with her...

E: wah lao...y izzit taking so long...my stomach drumming liao( true enough it did make some LOUD noise)
J:kao he spend more time talking to those pretty merit scorer sia
E:u sure anot....hey ya ahz...

On the stage,they are playing the video of their close up view with the VIP and the scorer...coz of the sian-ness we hab...so we try to impose a fake speech when their mouth move to self entertain us....

J:(imitating the VIP...which is a ang mo)Hey charbo...ni jing chio leh...ai zhuo peng you mai...(while the VIP is shaking their hand) you now single???attached????or wad???(immediatly ppl arnd us burst into laughter...coz think i say too loud liao)....

then elaine said this...."wahz who is this sia...i dunno him ahz"...wah seh u win liao lorz...pang seh me...hahaz u watch out ahz....then after that we manage to lame thru out the whole session...muhahaz....promise her that will contact her after i went for the shaving and my first book out frm NS...and ya...told lao woman will look for her too after i went in...dotz think sheforget liao...muhahaz so nvm....LOL yawn* so tired...think blog till here can liao...will continue on my next post de....tata~

LOL....somebody mistook that....

2008-05-13T01:09:00.003+08:00

...on my previous post....i copy some no life being's scribbling onto my blog....then immediately ppl ask me.....

"wah who are u in love with"
"u gt gf liao ahz bastard"

dotz dotz dotz....i tot i already say it is some scribbling...okae mayb i nvr did mention properly....hahaz okae guy....i declare i m still single....wait a min....y m i sounding like i m promoting pork online sia....

siao liao lahz...really i mean it....ever since with that close contact with that MR LORRY BUANG...i gt a really bad feeling that bad luck or sway-ness or whatever u wanna call it is gonna stick with me for a very long time le....

Thus i m continuing naming all the sway thing i encounter today....

1)wanna withdraw money frm atm...then discover atm cannot withdraw cash anymore....(when the person b4 me still can stand beside me n count his money on his hand)
2)accidentally drive my foot onto the corner of the cupboard
3)wake up in semi conscious state n use facial scrub cream instead of toothpaste to brush my teeth(only manage to find out when i can feel the "sand" in my mouth)
4)Wanna scare some ppl...but end up letting ppl misunderstood it....(ps ahz lao woman)
5)broke my favorite foto frame to pieces....

ARGHHHHH.....when will all these sway-ness stop...i m still looking forward to the end of suffering...guan yi ma....Buddha...Jesus ...dua peh gong...tai shang lao jun....i pray to u all...please boh pi me faster get out of all these shit.....

sway-ness still continue....

2008-05-11T02:22:00.004+08:00

TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO MANAGE TO FIND OUT WHAT I M WRITING BELOW...GOOD COZ IT PROVE THAT YOU ARE REALLY A NO LIFE PPL...
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH SOMEBODY!!!!!!!
IF YOU CAN MAKE OUT WHAT I M SAYING RIGHT NOW....KEEP IT TO URSELF...

lolx....juz some weird scribbing above....taken from someone weird blog....think it kinda funny...muhahaz...from that u will manage to find out how bored m i liao....recently if not bcoz of one really lame lady to entertain me online almost everyday....i think i might juz wanna bang my head against the wall till i can get enlightenment....or until i black out...

Lao Woman...see...i put ur name on my blog liao sia....see how grateful m i....dotz dotz...u ahz...better sleep early if not ur panda eye's bag will juz get more obvious each passing day....then u will tell me...."i sleep while standing up today when i was working"....wahz liao i felt damn bad lahz...its like u dun get to sleep bcoz i lame with you....muhahaz

i think bcoz of the encounter with MR LORRY BUANG...bad luck still follow me wherever i go...
Here are the things that imply that i m really sway....

1)Last bus departed right b4 my eye without me boarding...
2)Handphone spoiled bcoz of some idiotic person who step on my HP...
3)Lost my precious ring when i was swimming...ring nvr located at the lazy river
4)Birthday coming but graduation day also on that day...duh
5)I broke the bottle of Dry Gin b4 i can even take a sip from it
6)Started to get a pimple outbreak
7)Can juz fall down suddenly when i was walking in a shopping center
8)Friend motorbike's wheel go over my toe for no reason...
9)Manage to avoid stepping on a pile of dog poo...but discovered that i stepped on the other pile...
10)When buying drink from vending machine...my friend gt the last can instead of me...

can u believe it...so much SWAY thing happen to me within these few day....Juz hope tomolo will be a better day for me...

BITCH found....curse n swear her!!!!

2008-05-06T00:27:00.003+08:00

Today is definitly not the day for rehan, roy and me. Coz some idiotic bitch threw her used and stained pad down frm her window.....arghhhh and it nearly hit us.....OMG here is wad happened today at BEDOK......

One sunny afternoon,3 young fellows named Tom, Dick and Harry....CRAP!!!!! (*BORINGGGG)

THIS then is wad happened actually.....me rehan n roy were walking towards the Bedok CC frm the interchange,and when we were walking under a block, suddenly SOME whitish thing "FLOAT" down like some UFO....rehan being the nearest suddenly burst out..."^*&^!^%#%$@*&^(!*&%&^%(*&#)*"...me n roy were like asking him wad is the reason...then he shouted "FK sia....knn they threw kortex down sia" then me n roy proceeded to take a closer look at the "UFO"...true enough....it is a USED pad....well....how we know it was used...simple...coz we found a trail of red stain on it....LOL

Immediatly we curse and swear at whoever threw that down...loudly of coz...and guess wad happen...smth u cant imagine happened...

ANOTHER PAD was threw down AGAIN by that shameless whoever it was...and rehan still can joke with it

Rehan: "i dunno singapore can snow sia" ( coz the PAD fell down like a trace of a beautiful snowflake)( GROSS isnt it)

then of coz we left the block Asap, we dun wanna risk getting hit by those "UFO" but of coz...swearing and cursing nvr leave our side...muhahaz

all 3 of us no mood after that incident so decided to catch a movie..."Iron man" that show managed to cheer us up...but nt for long...coz another thing happened while we were having our dinner....

while eating our dinner....all of us were like doing our favourite thing"checking galz out" then all of the sudden....rehan's face expression go ^%$%&*&....and b4 me n roy knew wad was going on...a guy walk into the KFC

Well it is normal to see a guy walk into the KFC...i agreed....but BUT have u ever see a guy wearing a yellow female tigh fit spagheti strap (or strip or wadever the name is ) tgt with one of those super hot pant that show case half of ur butt out to anyone who is watching...well personally i dun mind seeing any galz in those outfit...but hey....A GUY....OMG it was like making all of us to re-assemble our dinner back on the tray in it liquid form....and dun forget to mention that the guy's face is.......arghhh

If patricia mok's face was designed by god using a sightly longer period of time than other ppl...then he muz be greatly love by god....coz god DEFINITLY gotta run thru his brain to come up with smth that "UNIQUE"....

In lay man term....his face was buang by a lorry....and the driver muz had reversed and buang him again....

That is nt all...that guy muz had a hard time to think wad he shld wear to match with his red lip stick which is in hot red colour....and his silky long hair....damn i cant seem to shake that image off my brain till now....WAIT A MINUTE...is that the hot pink nail polish on his finger nail...Oh FK...think my 2 pieces chicken meal is coming out right now....LOL

He sure enjoy the attention he is drawing frm every single one in the KFC...coz u will know frm the way he flaunt himself...he is grinning frm one end to another....

Well i will not be surprise if somebody gt a heart attack after seeing him...its like now is not any time near the 7 lunar month...and yet u see such a sight...well u will qsn urself if the guard down there is having their annual leave or holiday...jk jk....

Latest deadly weapon that america can use on Osama...G. Bush can try tossing that "Lorry Buang" into that area instead of bomb and all sort of explosive...all the terrorists might juz wanna commit sucide and end their mental torturing....i doubt that any human can survive if u will to get lock up tgt with that "LORRY BUANG" in the same cell....ROFL

Well...lets juz hope that tomolo will be a better day for all 3 of us....and no more crappy thing....

a little story...

2008-04-29T18:34:00.002+08:00

This is a short story that I like to share with all my brothers. It is a good reminded and worth every minute of your time especially for those married ones. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

" On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes. Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.

I moved Dew s hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly.

Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly. She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? . I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?

This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning. I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn t tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled.

But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door.

I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I m serious. She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I ll carry you out every morning until we are old. "

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what goes arnd come arnd!!!!

2008-04-29T00:31:00.003+08:00

anyone of you ever had this feeling that when u wake up one day...and u tell urself "another boring day...wad shld i do today...and u set a whole list of "gotta-do-it-by today" things...and at the end u juz throw that paper aside and slack thru the whole day....welll that is basically wad i did today....STONING.

Woke up at 6am....dunno wad to do...look at the ceilingtill the sunlight shone on my butt...though wanna SMS that sweet lady and tell her how great my bed felt as i roughly estimated that she is on the way to work...but hey i m a MR GOOD GUY, ii dun do this kind of thing,(If u wanna the truth,i was afraid to...as u know A tired woman is an angry woman)so the idea was dropped...i dun wanna get freaking murder for such a thing...so i decided to call another of my friend...a guy...i was like"Hello,ming time for u to wake up n wee wee liao"-wee wee refer to urinating in case u dunno,dun ask me y we call it wee wee,i dun even know which smart ass came up with that....and after that think my whole family gt "so-called-greet" by him in hokkein...LOL

and so the rest is all in history...slacking slacking and more slacking....

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PINK SLIP....a paper that decide my fate....

2008-04-22T16:44:00.002+08:00

Finally finally finally.....the pink slip is here....u might be guessing "What pink slip he is talking abt????" let me tell a pink slip....is *drum rolling~~~ A Pink Slip is....a slip of paper that is pink in colour....LAME *crow flying past....of coz it is not any ordinary slip of paper...it is the enlistment notice...ya u nvr heard it wrongly...I DECLARE....I M GOING TO NS SOON.....muhahaz...

Y m i so hyper...its like nt many ppl keen to go NS etc etc....but..BUT y m i so hyper...hahaz the truth is by going to NS...means smth...my role as a NURSE....will be postpone....means i can enjoy life for another 2 yrs b4 i start working as a Staff Nurse....and to be going to the same BMTC with roy on the same day....muhahaz means i gt friend inside....(for those who doesnt know wad is BMTC...Basic military training camp)

Enough of those NS talk....gt this msg from Denise....but damn i nvr reply her....and thus she went back to SGH with Liyanah...haiz tot will see her and buddy....duh...but i miss the chance....so wanna gib u that turtle...but *sigh!!! Nvm i will pass it to u when u started working...it is like only 6 more days till ur rank as SN come popping out....juz imagine ppl calling..."SN denise can teach me this...can teach me that???" think ur stress lvl will keep on stacking high...till it is sky high....LOLX

Oh Shit...it is hiiting 5o'clock soon...meeting roy at woodland MRT....better dun be late...if not sure gan by him....so tata~ciao

Back from Redang!!!!

2008-04-14T01:44:00.002+08:00

ohhhhhh.....recently juz back from 3 days or rather 2 days of soild sun tanning,it was really putting my skin to its limit. Was suffering from a very, i mean very very bad sun burn which made my sleep's pattern kinda screwed up....hahaz
12 hrs of tokyo drift since midnight on the first day...y izzit called tokyo drift...coz simply the driver is driving the bus at mayb 100km/hr...or even faster....u can actually feel the speed in that executive coach...there were a few timez...i tot the bus might juz flip n crash...DUH!!! i dun wish to die that young....there are still many thing awaiting for me to do...so it will be better to grab my pencil and say the magic word "Touch Wood"....LoL

For the rest of the first day...we are like juz spending all our timez in the sea playing with the sand and diving....till we decided to play the BANANA BOAT....hahaz
For the first time...the uncle machiam like testing us...going real slow...and slowly picking up the speed...we managed to hold on for arnd 5minutes until uncle decided to go on a "Too Fast,Too Furious" sea Version....and our boat juz flipped....the water impact is like damn damn strong...i gt a feeling that i juz gt "buang" by a running elephant....for the first few sec....i actually gt difficulties in breathing....so u can imagine how big the impact was...

At night while in the so called BAR of laguna resort...i was kindda being attracted by the singers...hahaz they really gt a fantastic voice....and the best part is we can actually request songs from them...so i took this chance and requested a song...intro to me by a "SWEET" lady...tittle is 'Rainy days and Mondays' and really coincidentally she came to the bar just b4 they were going to sing it...so juz hope that she really enjoy it....

On the 2nd night....we went back to the bar again...this time...wooo...smth happened...which really caught me off guard....that singer actually flirt with me...ZOMG....while they are taking break after their 45min singing session...one of the singer walked past me...and of coz as a friendly person....i smile at her...and guess wad....she wink at me n blow me a kiss...at first i tot my eyes is playing tricks on me....or mayb its the side effect of the "RainBow" (some cocktail with Brandy, Dry Gin and other flavouring liquor)...so i turn to ferdy and ask..."Did u saw what she did???" and Ferdy was like nodding his head and said....."She just blew a kiss to u".... And hell i tot she was joking when she say that i m cute when she is on stage.... LOLX!!!

Ahhhh....so after all the drama mama thingy that took place in Redang...i m back...all ready for the BIG DAY....my first day of employment in IMH...really looking forward to the arrival of that day...and so long!!!

EMOOOOOOO????????

2008-03-19T02:25:00.002+08:00

hahaz read my frenz blog juz now...found that some of the thing she sae is...erm quite true and it really set me into my own world of ZEN and think it over very carefully.Here is wad she wrote.....for ppl who gonna start working soon as a young adult...i think it helps....to protect ur bum more den anithing....hahaz here we go!!!!!

Lesson One
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing?"
The eagle answered: "Sure, why not."
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested.
All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Management Lesson - To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson Two
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy."
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull.
"They're packed with nutrients."
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree. He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Management Lesson - Bull shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

Lesson Three
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Management Lesson -
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

I M BACK!!

2008-03-12T00:27:00.002+08:00

yooz...anybody miss me...i guess not...anyway nobody read my blog too...hahaz
After such a long timez..i m finaaly back on blog...after my attachment...it had been hell of a 3 long mths...met n know many and i really mean MANY ppl....Dammit!!!! until now den i realised that i miz de staff at SGH ward 58....dey are really fun to hang out with....muhahaz dey are de one who really teach us alots of thing which we muz know and are unaware of....

They are Chang,Chew,Wendy,Beevi,Rashidah,tunggal,Nizam,Kah man,Mong ling,tow choo,Leny n more(sorry guy if i miz u out,u r not 4gotten).Make plenty of frenz too like buddy Liyana,Denise,Fuzzy,bush,nurul n all...i gonna miz u guy dearly....starting work soon right...but well i still hab to serve my NS b4 i will join u guy...so happy working...hahaz

Haiz....recently hab nt been a nice period of timez to me....well it still struck back to P2P problem...dun u all tik that human can be quite wierd at times.... When one wanna know what are going thru ur mind...and they will press on u to spit it out...while u hab ur own reason for nt wanting to sae it out....and when they finally digged out everything frm u....BOOM...face changed..and they will blame u for saying it out...LMAO wad can i do,wad shld i do,wad i cant do blah blah blah...wierd right?????

ARGHH....why shld i bother to care...i shall juz live my life the way i wan it to be and not wad other wan it to be....and if i really pissed u off in the process...well tell u wad... I DUN GIVE A DAMN...u can choose to hate me or dislike me...hahaz then i will sae BY ALL MEANS... ROFL

that shld be it for the day....hope i remember and hab timez to make entry 4 tomolo too.... ta ta!!!!

finally finally finally!!!!!!

2007-11-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

first thing tat i wanna sae is....i miz all u bitches out der....hahaz of u noe wad i mean....erm for galz who r reading dun get mistaken alright....de BITCHES i meant are not you....i refer to roy, shawn, ferdy, jerome,neh and alvin....ya ritez....de BITCHES from CHEAPO hahaz

Because of de attachment i hab recently....we r all being JAILED away frm our close frenz(quoted frm luther)...lolx n i wanna lose some weight...ya seriously wanna lose some weight...is all bcoz of a galz next door....she reallly gt some impact to me...she lose so much weight within a few mnth....lolx she really really own-ed me liao...so i muzhurry grab moiz aid n do some workout soon...muhahaz

lame lahz

2007-10-04T02:29:00.000+08:00

hahaz.....ytd fun sia....plae with Von online....actually mayb i plae her bahz....diaoz she was lyke askin..."who r u" den i crap with her until she seem abit peh ceh sia...muhahazi was tellin her....ask her to guess hu m i....den i gib her clue....total 15 clue sia...she still cant get de correct ans....lame clue lyke....i m a male....with 2 eyes 1 nose 1 mouth were given....muhahaz....i still tell her tat i m powerpuff galz and power ranger....bleah

todae went to Eunos to make uniform...wtf so far lahz...in some ulu ulu place....an industrial park actually....wahz liao....de place so big....me n Eugene was lyke "wth....so deep inside de ahz" reach der liao....aunty gib fuckin attitube sia....how i wish i can throw her off de building seh....jkjk....de price she gib us each timez varies frm de previous one de....cheater sia....therefore we tio "tok" by dem lorz....

went over to Eunos market to eat ltr....de food der....beri de cheap sia....one nasi lemak with chicken wing,egg and veg only cost $1.80...while Eug de cost $1.40...den sugar cane was only $1.20 for a big cup....wahz liao i cant believe it lorz....$3.20 total....diz money cant even buy u a proper meal in CWP....hahaz wahz how i envy de people who live der lorz....confirm save alot of money de.....f i can....actually i dun mind living der....hahaz

3.33am..........

2007-10-02T03:33:00.000+08:00

tikin n tikin....tat is wad i m doin now.....wad can i do.....wad i cant do.....n wad is not possible for me....all those is ranging over n over again in moiz tiny yet empty brain...or i shall sae a hollow space....hahaz....

went to CWP juz now....to wait for roy....KS n LS....one is habing his attachment while de other are working....after meeting dem....went to slack at civic Mac....after de slackin session....we saw a balloon floating n attach to de ceiling....diaoz...try to jump n reach for it....but nah.....too high liao.....*light bulb blink blink^^ me n jh ask jason to climb onto us n we manage to push him up high enough to reach de balloon....hahaz....de reason of gettin de balloon was to.......................let it float up to a higher place....diaoz.....lame shld hab taken de foto of jas when he climb...he scare we machiam will drop throw him down suddenly.....hahaz........

haiz sianz........was suppose to eat sushi todae de....meet yujun for sushi session...muhahaz den when we reach der....call jh n jas...but dey nt free to join us....den me n jun hab to EMO ourselve....hahaz den WTF WTF WTF 6.30 pm den de dinner buffet start...den we walk all de way to horizon juz to wait for jas....muhahaz who noe....in de end decide nt to eat sushi....den we walk to Mos burger....sit der den decide...WHERE TO EAT....wth decide wad to eat inside Mos...den we walk to cold storage....to buy sushui de...but in de end.....decide to but munchy donut but Q too long liao den we walk to yoshinoya....den walk to pasta mania....still i mean STILL haben decide wad to eat....hahaz den we walk back to Cold St. to buy sushi....hahaz den walk all de way to 515 to eat again.....hahaz we reali fuckin EMO todae....hahaz

ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

2007-09-30T17:46:00.000+08:00

wow....ytd went over hong hus plae mahjong worz.....diaoz....was losing all de way....lose until moiz father n mother oso dunno me liao....but luckily moiz last game make a killing....i gt 2 "dai' when i first started....den i pong moiz "Xi feng" boost up to 3 "dai" and de game goes on....i gt moiz self a set of "ban se" n i tot tat "hey i gt a reali good chance of winning here....."but who noe for de few rnd no one throw all de tiles i wan....until to de very end stage tat olreadi "bao sheng"....moiz heart was pounding as i take moiz last tile....de tile felt lyke tat tile i wan....when i turn it arnd....wow...a "an gang"....moiz first reaction was lyke"haiz wont win liao "gang" to get money oso hao bahz"....den when i pick up de "bu" tile...and wow....i mean wow wow wow.....i get de tile i wan....3 bamboo....."Huang shang zi mo ban se" BOOM....."man"....hahaz ahz ya by de way "man" mean full.....muhahaz

while playin....we were watchin JACKY WU show....wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai....featuring pretty babe with angelic face and demonic figure....de four of us reali gt a nose bleed after tat....OMG even de smallest size galz gt a 32E for her boobs....i cant beliieve it mehz....one of de receipe tat was share by one of de babe was to eat chicken chop....den jason jk abt tat" wahz den tomolo CWP de pasar malan de chicken chop yi ding mai wan" diaoz.....wth eat chicken chop will grow up first timez hear abt tat....hahaz....going out soon le....blog till here bahz....gt chance den continue....muhahaz byebye....

sianz sianz.....gimme smth to do....

2007-09-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

haiz....nother boring afternnon pass....wth did i do this afternnoon....i guess nth bahz....juz stare at de ceiling....look at de walll n stone on de lappie.....haiz attachment coming....look forward to it n yet hope tat de holiday wont end so fast......bleah....i oos dunno y...sometimez human can juz be tat wierd bahz....asking for one thing n hope for another....hahaz....guess it is human nature....

diz few day....i was tryin to reflect on moizself.....all de wrong n faulty things i hab done to her....haiz wad for regreting now....timez dun juz rewind for one single soul....wake the fuckin idea up.....i mean WAKE THE FUCKING IDEA UP.....hahaz going to meet roy dey all ltr at CWP le....luckily still gt diz branch of brothers to hold moiz back....n help me to get pass diz timez...hahaz....it may sound gay saying "love thems load"hahaz but i juz did....muhahaz juz to clarify hey i m nt wad u r tiking now.....i luv female....coz dey are different frm man....u noe y....coz dey make ppl go WO over dem thus dey are woman....lolx(stupid joke)

now moiz biggest target is SLIM down...i wanna slim down so bad.....utterly bad....i wanna go back to moiz previous size....muhahaz do other thing oso more 'fang bian'....basketball ,dancing etc.....and recently i went thru someppl's blog n found moizself buyin one packet of sweet....was suppose to make ppl feel full de bahz....the thingy in de sweet will expand after awhile....i tik by 30 timez bahz....haiz...alto quite ex....but hey i m willing to try mahz....wanna slim slim slim down.....hahaz okae gtg le....if nt late will tio cho by dem de....muhahaz peace =)

no more no more no more!!!!!!

2007-09-26T03:26:00.000+08:00

i haben being sleepin well since MON...all de timez,things keep running thru moiz head....all de lame joke we hab...all de secrets....everythings....i mean everything....keep remind me of her....thing lyke Sakae sushi...as our PLACE tat we choose for....de name we come up with....Jemson,Jeresa and last, Dunno....all boom....hab disappear once again....if diz is de best for her...i tik i juz hab to take moiz leave....
Ytd was suppose to hab a celebration with her...but who knows...everthing juz screwed up....even sleepin oso seem so difficult for me....i can almost felt her warm beside me on moiz very own bed....i tik i juz hab to look straight n put all these behind me...the dream i hab for 411 days....a dream tat i wish tat i will nvr wake up frm it even if i hab to change it with moiz life....or rather.....a dream tat is only able to share it with me n only me....and for tat...i tik de word tat is nvr being said or drag out frm me will be...
"I luv u....i reali do and will u gib me a chance to take care of u for moiz whole life...to gib u warm when u r cold....to take care fo u when u r sick....to help u wipe away ur tear when u cry...to hug u when u r scare....to make u smile when u r sad or even watch u cry for me when i die"

wow...finally!!!!!

2007-09-24T02:27:00.000+08:00

after such a long timez....i m finally back to moiz blog...hahaz....one word to explain all....SLACK!!!! i was bz slacking all the way till now....n finally....i told moizself..."enough is enough, jeremy u hab to get back to ur block....if not luther hardwork will be in vain...." n ~dada, i m back to moiz blog...so frm todae onward i will update moiz blog daily( try moiz very best)...hahaz so now gotta start mugging....ciao

kao.....diz ish for real ahz....

2007-07-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

haiz....finally....after such a long timez....i m finally back to moiz blog le....it had been 1 mnth le bahz since moiz last post....mani thing had happened for de past mnth....first mani mani project n ICA hab to b done....next i was mistaken by ppl to b a drug addict juz bcoz i hab high blood presure....wad the....ish lyke c'mon get a life dude....hahaz

12 more days to moiz reali big day...i mean reali BIG!!!!!hahaz...i reali look forward to it...hahaz

recently juz keep on stick to buddy...crap around....den talk cock sing song play majong....littat onlli....den make mi most "peh che" de ish i was mistaken for a drug addict.... it all take place in a wonderful day with wonderful weather n wonderful ppl to greet mi in de morning....but i wake up in a daze....bcoz i was reali "sheh"....den i was late for sch den i gt screwed up side down left right by moiz lecturer....den in de afternoon i headed to AMK polyclinic alone....den i waited for arnd 40min before i go into de room....once i m inside....de philipine female DR de ask mi de routine qsn b4 takin moiz BP.....after takin den she stare at mi n sae it was too high....way too high....so she tug mi to one side n ask mi to rest in de room....for 30min b4 she told the nurse to take moiz BP again.....

diz timez round....its the nurse turn to tell mi....." ur BP ish way too high for normal readin"

and guess de next qsn pop out ish" erm...hab u taken ani drug or medication in large dosage" hahaz....isnt it de same as "r u a drug addict" juz tat it was put in a more professional way....i was lyke" onli a couple of panadol i took ytd" den their face ish lyke tellin u" I DUN BELIEVE~~" juz tat dey nvr actually sae out...hahaz so i actually spend moiz remainin timez explaining" no no....no drug no drug" LMAO.....

recently oso nth to do so i was reali lame....go aniwhere i oso take out HP snip foto here n der....den i took mani foto of moiz buddy a.k.a bitch roy de foto....hahaz

haiz...tomolo ....i mean ltr i oso gt test liao....lab theory ahz plus practical....haiz....plz ahz....all de god ahz...buddha ahz....alah ahz...lao zi ahz....plz ahz....bless mi to pass all tomolo ahz...hahaz peace~~~~~~~~~~when i tomolo free le den i post again bahz...hahaz

boring day...doing nth but slacking whole day long!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

ARGH.....wah liao...today i reali beri suay ahz....firstly i wake up late coz i forget to change moiz fone back to generall mode n nt silent mode...and thus moiz alarm nvr ring...sound lyke a excuse ritez....but dude i swear....it reali happen....and to make thing reali worse guess wad....i stop at YCK cheers to buy some bread for breadfast....and after eating dem....i gt reali bad stomachache....lolx cramp till i reali hab to spend half an hour in de toilet....i tik i now gt diz phobia le....cheer-bread-phobia...i m nt gonna hab bread for breadfast for a few weeks le....bleah

felt better after moiz lab....yeah b4 i 4get...thank elaine n irirs fishy....poor galz...dey hab to somehow support mi all de way to mac....coz dey sae"jeremy u look lyke u may faint ani timez"hahaz....i dunno tat i may look so weak to ppl at timez....

after all diz incident...i spend moiz whole afternoon slackin at de Mac....playin dota n all soort of othr lame game while waiting for shasha....luckily i gt bitch n roy to accompany mi....if nt i reali dunno how to survive de afternoon....after de bitch left....our hunk finally back liao....if u guys haben 4get de hunk is our dear ferdy....come'on he is fit to be call a hunk bahz.....dun so gei gao lahz....

arnd 8....roy left us for dinner at bei sheng lou...lolx mi n hong wan oso dun hab....haiz juz tik abt de pineapple fried rice olreadi set moiz droop dripping liao....lolx n after he left mi n hong hab to stay in sch le....coz hong n jas were accompanying mi to wait for our hunk who left his laptop for safekeepin b4 his movie....and finally arnd 10...shasha finish her dance liao and we can go hm le....b4 we left we went to de ATM machine....and after tat we took some stupid foto near de machine....

GFH GFH GFH!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-06T01:38:00.000+08:00

hahaz....first to start off diz blog ish to thank our dear handsome bitch in our clan.....for pang seh-ing us juz now bcoz of some pool game with hot babe....well done GFH....hahaz whoa tat term reali suit him ahz....and tat muz gib credit to our bitchest bitch by gibin us tat term....coz mi and yujun still blur over tat term...but somehow he enlighten us....hahaz
And i manage to come up with diz formula tat reali work.... HANDSOME FERDY GOH....if u invert it and take de first letter of everyword....guess wad would u get.....hahz Handsome Ferdy Goh equal HGF...if u invert it HFG equal to GFH....hahaz
haiz...sianz...how i wish weekend can come faster...coz it will be de start of our 2 weeks holiday...muhahaz tik of all de things i can do....whoa....i cant wait juz to end diz man....it ish a torturement....lolx juz imagine tat u noe it ish coming...but it doesnt seem to be moving....u juz cant wait to run up to ur target.....yeah tat ish wad i wanna do now....but i cant possibly fast-forward de timez bahz....bleah and if i will to be able to control de timez as i lyke....whoa i will wanna do lots n lots of thing....tat other cant do....i will turn back to de timez when 911 happen...but i wont stop it frm happening...coz i tik it ish kinda cool to see such a big buildin collaspe infront of u.....diaoz but get a life dude...no one i mean NO ONE can turn back timez de....so tat go back to de same old sayin...."dun miz anithing...cherish wad u hab n nt regretin ltr...." kinda irony but come'on u now de folk wont be wrong and it doesnt hurt to heed their advice.... hahz take a chill pill n relax....peace!!!!!!!!

long long ago.....on a sunday afternoon!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

hahaz....on diz boring sunday....which iish juz lyke ani sunday tat hab pass....i hab gt nth to do....except pei yujun go buy thing bahz....he ask mi to pei him go simlim to buy a digital camera for his family purposes....i suppose tat mayb he juz wanna mi to help him bargain bahz....coz he gt a skin tat may break even if u juz breathe on dem.....unlyke moiz....moiz can even reflect a bullet....frm tat u can roughly noe how thick skin i m le bahz....lolx

Manage to find a reali interesting camera.... cannon axel 850....yujun tik ish stylish lahz.....i moizself tik its cool too....but guess wad....it cost a gud $577....whoa its lyke beri ex lorz....coz jun budget ish arnd $500 and it overshoot by $70 plus.....damn and so we go arnd simlim and compare prize at different shop....and finally we met diz damn zai de brother....he intro nikon de camera to us....and it lyke a blow to our head....thang....tat rox....and to make thing much much better....he offer us at $530(after GST nt lyke tat cannon which offer ish b4 GST charge) and tat make yujun jump to tat straight away....after tat we left simlim happily....hahaz(mayb yujun onli bahz)

We took a bus all de way back to woodland.....and so we plae PES on de bus....i beat yujun and obtained a 100% winning rate...hahaz altho i obtained tat usin underhand means....

Reach civic at arnd 7....bought diz shrek hairband frm MAC and wear it all de wae back....and to tell u de truth i m still wearin it now....diaoz....lame guess i reali gt nth to do bahz...den gt roy dey all to pei mi walk back frm 515....bathh and start to make diz post le....timez to sleep now...tik i will stop here todae bahz....nitezzz!!!!

finally....after 7 fukin day....

2007-05-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

project project project....tat ish de most common word i hab use n heard for de past 7 days....can u imagine tat....a whole week doin nth but project project n still project....de feelin sux....i bet no one will wanna it to happen to dem....tik so bahz!!!!
And to make thing worse...21st of may ish moiz birthday....and moiz projeci ish on de next day....de beri next day.and de beri next day beri next day.....hahaz wad a life....

Ya...thank those hu make moiz birthday a memorable one.....all de gift i received and ppl hu spent it with mi esp shasha....hahaz....thank you....muack....luv u all beri de deep....

eMoin alone....

2007-05-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

hahaz....monday ish lyke a happi day for mi....coz moiz de other half of the soul came back to mi....hahaz....i was lyke over the moon....but luckily gravity is able to pull mi back into de reality world.....and de thing i hab did....was to do some reflection....and de end of de sessino....i hab set 3 checklists for moizself.....

1.treat her better....cant afford to lose her again...nvr ever!!!!!!

2.change moizself....change for de better....to b a better man for her.....

3.be more sensitive...care for her feelin....

nother stuff ish to thank NYP FBodz...guy....u all rox....if without u all....i dunno how to pull thru moiz hardest timez....mu8ack...luv u all beri de deep...hahaz...esp our da jie da...VI....and president de HUANG....hahaz tyty!!!!!!

YeAh!!!!!finally back n workin..........

2007-05-15T01:58:00.000+08:00

wow wow wow....after such a long timez...moiz connection ish finally back n running.....i miz dem so much...finally i can blog whenever i lyke le...no nid to stay in sch n try to recall wad had happen de beri last dae....de feelin of bloggin will b no longer der le.....

tryin to recall juz now de conversation i hab with moiz frenz....she sae i gt a face tat will make sad people's saddness go away....wahz...i dunno tat i m so noble and had such ability....so does tat mean tat tat i gt bigger responsibilities....bcoz uncle ben sae b4....a bigger power comes a bigger responsibilities(quoted from SPIDERMAN).....lolx

so does tat mean tat next timez when i see some people EMO....i juz have to show dem moiz face....and de sorrow-ness will disappear....i doubt tat.....u cant possibly wan mi to show moiz smiling face to some ah beng hu ish EMOin ritez....i wont wan to end up lookin lyke a panda...althought dey all cute....diaoz

yeah...almost 4get to wish moiz mum a beri happi belated mother day worz....celebrated with her on sat liao....moiz uncle brought our whole family....includin moiz grandma...to diz seafood resturant in geyland....called "NO SIGN BOARD"....wierd name for a shop....but i muz admit tat....de food taste...erm which word can i use to describe tat....ermmmmm....delicious...i guess....hahaz

and juz b4 i 4get....i PROMISE somebody....tat i wiill pose his pic on moiz blog.....yes ROY....diz ish for u de...hope u dun petty worz...juz wanna help u lahz pretty boy.....in order not to make u feel lyke a social outcast.....i posted haney foto with u....and littat u wont be able to sae anithing ritez.....hahaz okae here we go!!!!!!!!!!

lolx......lolx....lolx

2007-05-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

lolx....todae exam day and yet i nvr study ytd...bcoz of Dota...diaoz if i fail diz timez....guess wad i m gonna do....i m gonna plae more Dota...muhahaz
nother stressful event....teach somebody choreo worz....and wad i get in return.... I 4GET LIAO....diaoz she still dare to tell mi tat worz....kao!!!!but nvm teach her tomolo again lorz...if only she gt timez lahz....
ytd nitex tok to moiz frenz...she seem quite upset abt her break up recently....but i told her to tik in diz way....every relationship everybody went thru....were to prepared urself for tat beri final person....hahaz....mayb it sound abit self deceiving...but try to tik in diz way....it does help.....hahaz

for those who hab juz being ditch.....u can try it....it does help....speakin frm exp...lolx

most precious present.....hahaz

2007-05-09T11:59:00.000+08:00

diz yr....de best gift i ever received was a gift tat was giben by one of de most important galz to mi....hahaz althought tat de gift was of no value to other people....but it meant more den anithing to mi....everywhere i go....i would surely brin it along and act as a charm to mi.....muhahaz

who would had guess 3 straws....one plastic and 3 green strips of rubber would mean tat much to aniother....but well to mi it surely worth more den anithing....if u wanna trade for it....even a PSP oso seem so cheap compare to tat thing....hahaz mayb in xchange for moiz life i will oso agree...but hu noe.....hahaz

haiz...nother thing which ish quite important ish to get diz blog runnin...hahaz even with de help of moiz frenz....i still hab some difficulties to run it....firstly i gt no connection at hm.....tag others wireless oso seem quite risky bcoz of de possibilites of gettin DC...juz imagine tat u hab writen such a long blog and while postin....u suddenly gt dc....hahaz all effort go washing down de drain....cool huh!!!!

a blogger without connection ish juz lyke a pain in de ass....juz wanna deal with tat problem....hahaz lesson 1 learnt.... NVR NVR SIT ON AN ANT'S NEST.....bcoz IT IS A PAIN IN THE ASS....lolxtat wad dedicated to our bitch shawny....diz ish for u....hahaz

addin more stress to de olreadi-beri-stress people lyke mi....theory test ish on tomolo....lolx and yet i haben started...haiz wad m i gonna do...hu can save mi.....

i was play by blooger lorz...lolx diaoz

2007-05-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

lolx....how to start off moiz 2nd blog....hahaz i oso dunno coz over de weekend something happen to mi....guess wad ....i made a stupid mistake tat no blooger will make....i forget moiz login PASSWORD and USERNAME....diaoz
Spend moiz whole sunday doing nth but sit infront of moiz lappie and tryin to crack moiz brain and try to key in ani possibilites....and all moiz hardwork went down de drain.....lolx i tot tat "wahz liao, i hab to strat another blog liao....kao" but diz saviour finally appear infront of mi....luther.....thank man.... u r de man!!!!
He remind mi tat i hab to log in usin moiz email instead of moiz user name.....diaoz bcoz of tat simple reason i waste moiz sundayt afternoon....guess wad i hab to sae to moizself....nth more den a LOLX
diz stupid reason coz mi to waste moiz 2 days worth of blog.....wad to do timez cant travel back juz for a single soul lyke mi....if nt there will be dozen of things i wanna undo and cherish....nt cryin and swearin to moizself....Firstly i will cherish her more den anithings and not breakin promise tat hab olreadi made to her....and de thing i can do now ish to completed all diz promises tat i hab made....by moizself

mushroom steamboat....mango snowice(her favourites)....wild wild wet.....roti prata treat....and more....

i olreadi completed some of dem....i olreadi ate de roti prate by moizself....eat de mango tango by moizself....and while doin all diz....all i hab to do ish juz imagine tat u r with mi....and i felt better....much much better....coz i tik tat ish de only wae for mi nt to get so emo and do nth but tik and regret all to urself juz lyke a loser....i wanna do smth which will make mi happi....and but doin all these and imagine tat u r by moiz side i felt more content....althought it will be better if u were with mi....but i tik it ish enough for now.....hahaz

dEpReSsiOn Is aLL i FeLt RiTeZ nOw........

2007-05-04T10:33:00.000+08:00

iN 29/7/06 3.04a.m ish mOiz HaPpIeSt MoMeNt oF moiZ LiFe. CoZ i FiNaLLy hAb hEr iN mOiZ LiFe. So mAnI tHiNgS hApPeNeD tO StOp uS iN oUr TrAcK n YeT wE sTiLL mAnAge To GeT tHrU iT. aNd FiNaLLy We Gt tGt. EvErYtHiNg i HoPe FoR jUz CaMe TrUe. I oNcE hEaRd Frm MoIz FrEnZ taT iN LiFe, AlL pPl ArE jUz bOrN tO PlAe A GaMe, a GaMe To LoOk FoR Ur mIzInG PuZzLe. SoME mAnAgE tO fInD iT,WhiLe otHeRs DuN. DiZ mIzInG PiEcE iSh AcTuAlLy uR oThEr HaLf, dE oNe wHo MaKe EvErYtHiNg In uR LiFe CoMpLeTe. juZ iMaGiNe tAT NO OnE iN dIz wOrLd HaB a CoMpLeTeD SoUl, DoEs TaT mAkE u UnDeRstAnD bEtTeR. Ur JoB IsH tO fInD Ur ReMaInIn SoUl In DiZ wHoLe wOrLd. oNcE u FiNd It DeN dE "happily ever after" WiLL tAkE pLaCe,kinDa IrOniC rItEz....wHeN i Tot MoIz PiEcE iSh FiNaLLy hErE aNd MoIz "happily ever after' WeRe MaNaGe To tAkE pLaCe. EvErYtHiNg iN mOiZ WoRld CaMe CrUsHiNg DoWn....gUeSs SoMe of u OlReAdI hAb gUeSs iT....yEaH dE WoRds "lets break bah" rOsE bEtWeEn uS....wOw mOiZ eMoTiOn iSh InStAnTlY oN a rOlLeR CoAsTeR RiDe stRaIgHt DoWn To De BoTtOm....hArD TiMeZ n mOrE hArD tImEz FoLlOwEd bEhInD......LuCkIlY i Gt MoIz GrP oF BrOtHeR SuPpOrT tO HeAl MoIz EmO EmO ThInG....tHaNk tO RoY,yujun,shawn,ferdy aNd MoIz fbOdZ pAls ViViaN,pEnG n LyNn....tHaNk u GuY RoX....hahaz....aNd SoMe SaE hAbIn a BlOg dOeS hElP u tO gEt tHrU a DiFfCuLt TiMeZ tAt y I m hErE....wRiTiN DiZ n VeNtIn AlL mOiZ SaD sAd SaD *1000 EmO OuT....dUn WaNnA bE An EmO gUy AnI mOrE....bCoZ i PrOmisE hEr TaT i WiLL bE stRoNg n LiVe As PeR nOrMaL....MuhahAz....