i haben being sleepin well since MON...all de timez,things keep running thru moiz head....all de lame joke we hab...all de secrets....everythings....i mean everything....keep remind me of her....thing lyke Sakae sushi...as our PLACE tat we choose for....de name we come up with....Jemson,Jeresa and last, Dunno....all boom....hab disappear once again....if diz is de best for her...i tik i juz hab to take moiz leave....
Ytd was suppose to hab a celebration with her...but who knows...everthing juz screwed up....even sleepin oso seem so difficult for me....i can almost felt her warm beside me on moiz very own bed....i tik i juz hab to look straight n put all these behind me...the dream i hab for 411 days....a dream tat i wish tat i will nvr wake up frm it even if i hab to change it with moiz life....or rather.....a dream tat is only able to share it with me n only me....and for tat...i tik de word tat is nvr being said or drag out frm me will be...
"I luv u....i reali do and will u gib me a chance to take care of u for moiz whole life...to gib u warm when u r cold....to take care fo u when u r sick....to help u wipe away ur tear when u cry...to hug u when u r scare....to make u smile when u r sad or even watch u cry for me when i die"

3:26 am
im alone; im emo;