wow....ytd went over hong hus plae mahjong worz.....diaoz....was losing all de way....lose until moiz father n mother oso dunno me liao....but luckily moiz last game make a killing....i gt 2 "dai' when i first started....den i pong moiz "Xi feng" boost up to 3 "dai" and de game goes on....i gt moiz self a set of "ban se" n i tot tat "hey i gt a reali good chance of winning here....."but who noe for de few rnd no one throw all de tiles i wan....until to de very end stage tat olreadi "bao sheng"....moiz heart was pounding as i take moiz last tile....de tile felt lyke tat tile i wan....when i turn it arnd....wow...a "an gang"....moiz first reaction was lyke"haiz wont win liao "gang" to get money oso hao bahz"....den when i pick up de "bu" tile...and wow....i mean wow wow wow.....i get de tile i wan....3 bamboo....."Huang shang zi mo ban se" BOOM....."man"....hahaz ahz ya by de way "man" mean full.....muhahaz

while playin....we were watchin JACKY WU show....wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai....featuring pretty babe with angelic face and demonic figure....de four of us reali gt a nose bleed after tat....OMG even de smallest size galz gt a 32E for her boobs....i cant beliieve it mehz....one of de receipe tat was share by one of de babe was to eat chicken chop....den jason jk abt tat" wahz den tomolo CWP de pasar malan de chicken chop yi ding mai wan" diaoz.....wth eat chicken chop will grow up first timez hear abt tat....hahaz....going out soon le....blog till here bahz....gt chance den continue....muhahaz byebye....

5:46 pm
im alone; im emo;

haiz....nother boring afternnon pass....wth did i do this afternnoon....i guess nth bahz....juz stare at de ceiling....look at de walll n stone on de lappie.....haiz attachment coming....look forward to it n yet hope tat de holiday wont end so fast......bleah....i oos dunno y...sometimez human can juz be tat wierd bahz....asking for one thing n hope for another....hahaz....guess it is human nature....

diz few day....i was tryin to reflect on moizself.....all de wrong n faulty things i hab done to her....haiz wad for regreting now....timez dun juz rewind for one single soul....wake the fuckin idea up.....i mean WAKE THE FUCKING IDEA UP.....hahaz going to meet roy dey all ltr at CWP le....luckily still gt diz branch of brothers to hold moiz back....n help me to get pass diz timez...hahaz....it may sound gay saying "love thems load"hahaz but i juz did....muhahaz juz to clarify hey i m nt wad u r tiking now.....i luv female....coz dey are different frm man....u noe y....coz dey make ppl go WO over dem thus dey are woman....lolx(stupid joke)

now moiz biggest target is SLIM down...i wanna slim down so bad.....utterly bad....i wanna go back to moiz previous size....muhahaz do other thing oso more 'fang bian'....basketball ,dancing etc.....and recently i went thru someppl's blog n found moizself buyin one packet of sweet....was suppose to make ppl feel full de bahz....the thingy in de sweet will expand after awhile....i tik by 30 timez bahz....haiz...alto quite ex....but hey i m willing to try mahz....wanna slim slim slim down.....hahaz okae gtg le....if nt late will tio cho by dem de....muhahaz peace =)

7:28 pm
im alone; im emo;

i haben being sleepin well since MON...all de timez,things keep running thru moiz head....all de lame joke we hab...all de secrets....everythings....i mean everything....keep remind me of her....thing lyke Sakae sushi...as our PLACE tat we choose for....de name we come up with....Jemson,Jeresa and last, Dunno....all boom....hab disappear once again....if diz is de best for her...i tik i juz hab to take moiz leave....
Ytd was suppose to hab a celebration with her...but who knows...everthing juz screwed up....even sleepin oso seem so difficult for me....i can almost felt her warm beside me on moiz very own bed....i tik i juz hab to look straight n put all these behind me...the dream i hab for 411 days....a dream tat i wish tat i will nvr wake up frm it even if i hab to change it with moiz life....or rather.....a dream tat is only able to share it with me n only me....and for tat...i tik de word tat is nvr being said or drag out frm me will be...
"I luv u....i reali do and will u gib me a chance to take care of u for moiz whole life...to gib u warm when u r cold....to take care fo u when u r sick....to help u wipe away ur tear when u cry...to hug u when u r scare....to make u smile when u r sad or even watch u cry for me when i die"

3:26 am
im alone; im emo;

after such a long timez....i m finally back to moiz blog...hahaz....one word to explain all....SLACK!!!! i was bz slacking all the way till now....n finally....i told moizself..."enough is enough, jeremy u hab to get back to ur block....if not luther hardwork will be in vain...." n ~dada, i m back to moiz blog...so frm todae onward i will update moiz blog daily( try moiz very best)...hahaz so now gotta start mugging....ciao

2:27 am
im alone; im emo;